I was here today. Trying to do that thing, again.
You , know, say Yes.
It’s like hard to say that, you know? To say yes when you don’t know what’s behind the door.
Saying YES.. when all seems to be going against you…
Saying YES… when I can barely breathe sometimes, You know?
Saying YES… when other things seem to be calling us to higher heights and deeper depths.
Saying YES… to God.
Saying YES… to everyone but Him…
Saying YES because I want to …
Saying YES because I NEED to…
But I keep taking risks, and going there because I want to BE there, so badly.
Yes, you know that place where grace is always present.
Where ease feels like my best pajamas…
Where hope rises for every second .
Where peace lives and rests continually. In my Yes-es.
Yeah, I want to be there. To see my own reflection and just be that person each and every time, in every way imaginable. I just want to be there.
I want what’s behind the YES.
So.sometimes I see the reflection behind it, and I see that beauty of it…yet it still seems so far away.
Yet I keep getting these awesome views, from here.
I keep on dreaming.
And I rest in them.
The views reach for me, too.
They Look Like…
Writing with passion.
Seeking God for heart’s desires.
Hoping I am fulfilling my purpose in Him.
Not getting too caught up in this life,
Knowing and understanding there’s another LIFE to live…
Trusting my intuition.
Hoping against hope.
Sharing and loving on those who need help.
Trusting God more and more..
Looking to be fulfilled, & not to take.
Managing what He’s given me and using it wisely.
And more views of beautiful rays and hopes and dreams coming and being deposited in me everyday.